That I Would Be Just Fine...

That I would be good even if I did nothing

(and couldn’t do anything literally….)

That I would be good even if I got the thumbs down (and no one cares…)

That I would be good even if I gained ten pounds (and got lost too..)

That I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth

(and even my brain….)

That I would be good whether with or without you …

Lirik Lagu Ini....

Kata – kata dari lirik lagunya Darren Hayes (you know… Vokalisnya Savage Garden itu…)

Besides people are cruel and the world still moves without you

(yeah.. hidup toh tetap berjalan walaupun elo nggak ada)

you don't have to call me you can leave when you want

(kalau mau pergi ya pergi aja… )

And you were kind and sometimes cruel

(sampai nggak ngerti gimana sebenernya diri loe itu)

You said all the worlds love couldn't satisfy you

(terus loe pikir apa yg bisa puasin loe?)

And nothing coulda hurt me as much as the truth

(memang kejujuran itu menyakitkan bukan?)

I know that I deserve more but I still want you

(bodohnya… tapi gue pasti bisa kok…)

... On Depressed Mode ...

Berharap banget aku bisa dengan ikhlas menerima....

Diabaikan ketika sudah berusaha membantu...

Dikhianati ketika sudah berusaha setia...

Dimaki ketika sudah berusaha sabar...

Dibohongi ketika sudah berusaha jujur...

Disakiti ketika sudah mencintai dengan tulus...

Dan sekali lagi...

Ikhlas adalah pelajaran terbesar dalam hidup yang masih terus aku pelajari hingga kini...

Semoga ketika aku sudah bisa tersenyum ikhlas ketika semua itu terjadi padaku,

aku dapat menemukan arti hidup dan arti menjadi diriku sendiri....

Semoga...

Berharap malam ini...

Berharap malam ini dia akan datang

Dan membawaku pergi dari sini

Ke dunia di mana hanya ada

Aku, kamu, dan kita...

Di mana tak ada norma dan susila

Di mana hanya ada cinta tanpa kata

Namun harapan itu pun terlalu indah

Bahkan untuk jadi sekedar mimpi...

Dan aku kembali terdiam di sini

Berdoa agar hari-hari indah itu kembali...

I don't want you to want me

I Don't Want You To Want Me

The Moffatts

VERSE # 1

Jump in let's go

Sit back enjoy the show

There are miles to go,

There are miles to go.

PRE-CHORUS #1

This could be the night

The only night

But something you should know

CHORUS

I don't want you to want me

Cause, I'll hurt you in the end

I don't need you to need me

Tonight I'll hold you tight

But I won't come back again.

VERSE # 2

Don't think it's wrong

I just need somebody

Life goes on

Life goes on

PRE-CHORUS #2

So Stay with me tonight

This only night

Don't forget, you know

CHORUS

INSTRUMENTAL

PRE CHORUS #2

So stay with me tonight

This only night

And don't forget you know

CHORUS (REPEAT TWICE)

Tiba-tiba gue kangen sama band yang namanya selalu nempel di ID email gue…

Yeah… Those Moffatts family…

Ke mana mereka sekarang yah…?

Gue inget banget betapa cintanya gue sama mereka dulu…

Apa istilahnya yah? Platonis? Cinta sama artis gitu… Yeah whatever it is lah…

Dan lagu ini yang justru bikin gue sadar bahwa mereka sendiri nggak mau gue (as a fans) jatuh cinta sama mereka… They don’t need it…

‘Cos they have their own life. And so do i….